a lonely december


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Wednesday, July 14, 7:58 PM

Whenever i see you,
i feel the pain in my heart all over again.
i thought i had totally forgotten you,
i thought it had already been the past,
but i was wrong.
i had not forgotten you,
you had never been my past,
you never were.
you are the one who gave me love,
but you are also the one who took the love away,
leaving me with a broken heart.
sighh..
guess it was fate,
i was not the girl you were looking for.
i face up to reality and tried ways and means to forget you.
for the first few months,
it was really hard.
but after some time i thought over it,
i don't want to forget you,
i want it to be left as a beauitful memory.
but i can't even do it.
as time passes.......
i realise you don't even care,
i felt so useless and stupid to be here waiting for a mirical to happen.
mirical never happen to me.
sighh..
i decide to leave,
and move on.
its time to let go,
because you have found your true happiness.
thanks for being once mine.
("v")i have learn to let go, because i love you.("v")