I LOVE 5566!!!!!!!!!

night by night,
i wish upon a star,
that you will always be happy,
but as i wish for your happiness day by day,
my loneliness grew bit by bit.
watching you smile,
made me felt so happy,
but everytime i look upon you,
there was always something missing but i don't know what,
i don't know why,
now i finally know what's that,
and why that happen,
its all i wanted your love for an exchanged.

broke the school rule AGAIN!
went off during recess AGAIN!
went out with kum AGAIN!
hahahahahahahahaha.
breaking the school rule is just so fun.
=x
heex.
wanting, diana, shermin, bryan, terrance and i think some other people went home too.
anyway,
went to bugis to shop and to take photos.
shopped till 2.20pm,
accompany kum to dental then went home.
ok.
typing this entry was a torture!
some mother fuckers keep chatting and chatting!
haax.
BRYAN you should know who is it la!
blehx!

you’re forever gone ;
i know that.
but here in the real world,
i miss you badly.
in the real world, I’m coping badly with losing you.
what am I to do?
here in the real world without you?

break the schoool rule again!
ran away from school during recess,
went ceni with kum.
meet wanting there to take photo,
we look so god damn spastic but it still turn out nice.
love kum and ting!
after taking photo ting went home,
kum and me continue shopping.
went to heeren flash and splash,
saw a top there that i like but didn't get it coz ah kum was nagging and nagging.
anyway,
got weixiang his birthday present.
next,
we went to wisma surf babe.
saw that top there again!
couldn't resist anymore,
went to try it and kum got me a skirt to go with it.
=D
after that,
we went to paragon to eat cakes!
god damn it!
we ate four slice of cake!
we couldn't finish it,
as usual.
was cursing and swearing because we were so god damn full.
and we were feeling very fat after those cake got into our stomach.
kum say she want to celebrate my birthday with me!
haax.
she say she will buy a cake and we will go to the playground and she will sing me "happy birthday song",
haax.
jesus!
anyway,
i guess i will be on a holiday.
my parents better not go on a holiday earlier then dec 11 or i will kill them.
=x
n-level is just around the corner,
my tuition teacher has been asking me to study study study.
ya i will!
from tomorrow onwards coz i am not going to school after tomorrow?!
maybe la!
let's see how is it.
school is boring,
plus those people in school it just add up to super fucking boring.
=D
enough of my rubbish,
shall get lost now!

woke up at 7 today!
damn tired.
first 3 period was that big butt lesson and it wad totally boring!
almost fell asleep.
yawn!
hate big butt!
love to add "huh" lor" "meh" "mah" at the back of every sentence she used.
she is trying to talk like us so that she can communicate better with us?!
NO WAY!
it will never work!
and her english is totally broken,
i am not saying that my english is very good.
but as a teacher she use word like "over talk",
is there such word?!
maybe there is but it truly sound weird.
..........
finally the 3 period was over,
then english?!
1 particular period that i hate most!
yuck!
ok.
recess......
back to class,
physics..
maths..
chinese..
i love chinese!
coz i get to bully the teacher.
ahaax.
he is forever suan-ing me!
anyway,
ting, nut and me bring kum down coz she was going for her cello exam.
good luck!
ok.
went back to class,
ting talk to mr cai who is our chinese teacher.
i walk behind him and hit him on the arm.
ahaax.
then i tried to hit him another time but he block,
i turned arond took a chair and wanted to throw at him.
obviously i was kidding.
ahaax.
... ...
after lunch it was mariati period,
another boring lesson.
i took ting dict and started reading,
kinda bored,
so i started to look for words to scold people.
i look under the word "fuck",
there are words like "fuck about" "fuck around" "fuck off"...
so on..
but there is this word that i like best "fuckwit"!!
ahaax.
anyway,
i realise i was pratically saying the word so loud that l.f look said "oie jeanie! ni siao ah! always fuck fuck fuck!"
ahaax.
continued reading and looking for words.
saw this word "nutty"->somethign that i use to call nut.
guess what is the meaning,
weird and stranger person. (something close to this)
haax.
took weixiang(my jian fu) soccer mag or whatever mag is that and he started pleading with me to return him.
ahaax.
but of course i didn't.
he tried to call eugene(my husband) for help but too bad,
i as his wife of course he will help me.
ahaax.
anyway,
weixiang took it back without me noticing coz i was too engross in the dict.
heex.
close the dict and started talking to him and c.y,
and finally school ended and i went home.
yawns~
so sleepy.
shall consider whether to go to school tomorrow a not.
oh ya!
form next week onwards we can choose to go to school or stay at home btu we need a parent letter.
that will be much easier then getting a MC.
=)
ok shall end here.
tara~

haven been to school for a long time.
ahaax.
what can be more boring then going to school! \(^O^)/
did not blog for the past two weeks excluding yesterday entry,
coz my fucking com crash!
although it is working now but it is still abit crazy.
anyway,
ah kum told me she has been gossiping about me in school.
bitch~
haax.
i too did gossip about her when she is not in school. =x
[[ah kum! i wanna so see your nephew!]]
baby baby baby baby~~
i only love baby when they are just given birth to about one to two years old.
haax!
nothing else to say!
bye!

Everybody wants someone to l o v e .
Somebody they can t r u s t .
Somebody they can t o u c h .
Everybody wants to give their heart away.
Everybody needs a little tenderness.
To feel understood.
To feel passionate .
Everybody wants to be in love this way .
I know I do.
What about y o u ?
I wanna be somebody's babygirl.
I wanna cry.
And still feel beautiful.
Maybe I ,I really just wanna [ be myself ]
Am I the only o n e ?

she is happy because she have him,
he is happy because he have her.
and so they live happily ever after.
tara! =D

my brother is kind enough to let me use his com,
but he ought to do so!!
coz i am his sister!
=D
he love to insist that i am older then him just because there was once when we went o the doctor together and the nurse asked me whether he was my younger brother,
and of course that idiot feel very happy lah!
but in true fact he is older!!
too bad!

i am utterly ashame to call you my friend,
seriously i am ashame to say so.